amanina is the name. I'm a relatively good girl. I want a freaking new phone ! Boohoo. A's for many2 many2 subject.. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore my family in school and eye shadows and I often go gaga over them.
hey hey hey ...
Sorry peeps ,,
its kinda a week i last posted something ..
heehhees..
kk,, I've been very busy ... damn busy ..
im really tired tauu!
i tot im like free for some reason ,,, like *********
my hols are so damn pack !!
argghh!! Mr phua !!!
i dont wanna join frisbee comp!!!!!
i want stay at home!
siall la tcher!!!
hhah!!
stress you noe!!
heeh! besok ader AEM ,.. mcm best uhh ..
kk
countdown .. 2 more days ?
heeh ?
Nak ke MELAKA Oi!!!
haha!
pack bag pon tidak..
haish ...i ngantok ready..
i really going gila now.. kk
bye gigs !
ASSHOLE!
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PEOPLE , PEOPLE , PEOPLE !! hello ! haha! today was normal .. hmm.. during art , all we did is sit down and read book as teacher mark our work . then they all talk about Jogja .. ya la.. i not going mahh ... :( hmm .. sad .. then3 during SS , i was like first to hand in my file .. so she ask me to take something in Hist room ... inside got teacher with students .. i paisey2 uh but of course i got to go uh . then got who uh .. aaahh ... ms ng i guess. then myfirst look at the students , i saw him .. Quickly i turn away .. :( then blah blah blah
after school i saw another "him" . then i ignored him .. hmm.. i shy laa.. shy shy .. then he walk away (go home) hmm. then i sad! haha.. nehmy .. sooner , i went home.. then he text me ! i happy!! hahah!! Freak!
Today I woke up at 5a.m Because i got to Shit out the food and the vitamin . Stupid sunkist orange and orange vitamin .. too much oranggy orange
then during exam perut buat hal pulak... i had stomachache. then i cant concentrate.. to where i was seating at , i saw him from afar . he saw me i guess(he potek man) then i tibe2 teringat kisah lamer about me and him.. kinda touched about it uhh
hmm..balik rumah with fah ..she sent me home .. then we chat222222 until entah... then i go up to my house skali check i lost my house key -.-" then my mum ask me to meet her at causeway then i call fah back then she u-turn uhh. then we walk to causeway like boifren/gerlfren okaay(i dunnoe which is the boi uh) then we hold2 hands hahah! Funny
then she met my mum . my mum ask if she wanna eat oso ..then she smile2 malu2 anjeng uhh gitu.. then soon , she when home .. the food i ate with my mum , cannot finish .. full man.. at last all food tak abes.. syg tul..
kk.. maybe saturday kua.. but u noe , im kinda PIG uhh.. lazy to go out.. but wait .. if want go out , no money , no use rite? kk.. i find money today .. tonight .. weii .. im not gonna rob a bank or something ..DURRH!! -.-" i working tonight .. hmm... ngantok confirm ... haishh.... okaay laa.. gtg peeps!
Coz' you appear just like a dream to me
that cover me ...
But whenever i look at you
I felt nothing.
I dont wanna hurt you anymore
i know you love me for who i am ..
Guess , i cant love you ..
i donnoe..
It's kinda hard to love someone now.
Coz i felt a spell that had casted on me.
"Every guy whom i date , will end up brokenheart ."
okaay ..
I guess being frens it's better than being enemies , rite?
I want you though ,, but maybe as frens ...
yeah,, frens ..
Or is it that "Love Sux" ?
Okayy people. ..
Nehh dont talk about love ... CRAP!
Today is a GEEKY day for me , i guess ...
I had been studying like OMG !
Seriously ,..
Tomorrow physics ! Im scared to fail my science!
hard tau ...
Ya.. today was really geeky .. I was studying my Physics from 1pm - 5pm
I hope i'll pass my FREAKING science..
Okaay .. I got my schedule for June hols .. huhu^^
Like .. 28-30 May going for Melaka trip with NP members ..
Either 1/2/3 June going for shooting competition .. my atok seow had borrowed my a gripper i guess.
to strengthen my arm muscle for shooting comp. He really want us to get top 30 ..
then .. 17 and 18 going for kayaking ! then 21,22,23 going for AEM .. Like ..okaay.. haha!
I guess the rest of the holidays.. im gonna spent my time studying in the morning and working at night .. Amacam?
Fun tau ... But confirm tired ... hmm .. how ..?
those who noes where im working .. Come down and support me by you noe how... Gees ..
Hmm.. i think .. Im kinda out of words .. okaay ...
Like OMG ! Yesterday i woke up with body ache. Shit.. and i can't bend down .. ouuuch.. today still aching ... Yeah .. it sux.. hahah .. i skipped ngaji today .. i told my dad sister didnt wanna go . But i said i wanna go .. (fake) So i stayed at home uh... i wanna go lib with him .. but i'm lazy to go out .. hah! FAT PIG ! Today need to find present for our dearly Eiiqah .. today celebrate her birthday.. Party .. but i think i cant.. I need to do ALOT of revision for my Hist .. Im like.. gonna fail man !! DIE DIE DIE! exam sux anyway.. haha.. actually there's nothing much today ... BLah blah blah.. BORING!! actually not so laa.. Housechores waiting for me.. I dont to do ! I;m just lazy ... uh! I have to do it.. Damn! kk la.. Byee tc...
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We had PE . then half of the class attended . the rest cabut .
See , i good girl . then she asked us to jog around the school perimeter
4 times . hack care uh
I jog in front of her . then walk when she wasnt around.
then4 , we saw ...
DEAD SNAKE .
Bulu roma naik sioott! Gross actually. .
kk ...
Then , during Hist , Mr Moothy came into class
'how i LOVE him' Teehee. .. lame kk..
I was actually concentrated during lesson
however they 5 talk like never talk for 10 years siaa..
Then WE kena scolding ..huh ? I didnt do anything ...*sigh*
Math class like swuayy siaa..
Only three girls in class , i supposed .
M3 like go A Math class uh ..
I was seriously blurr sotong during class. teacher taught us too fast.
haiyoo...
Then3 , after school , we all go back class uh . kena lecture by Mr Tay .
because didnt attend to PE.
I seriously confused with him .. Everytime he scolds , he will end his sentence by smiling .
He want scold or joke oso donno. Haiyoo..
He shouted we all startled uh .. can see sia.. Almost all shoulders like go up suddenly uh.
I smiled .. Teehee...
After that he had a hair check ..
Faizin's hair was caught uh but
when he announce the names whose hair need to be cut by tomorrow rite , his name wasnt there..
yknow, Mr Tay pilih kasih ! baa haa !
Mr Tay will lend Faizin money to cut hair as he is a Councillor .
I also got caught caught uh ..but my baby fringe was like that uh ..
i cant do anything whaatt ...
then he asked me to clip
then i said i dont have a clip .. then he said he want box me ..
afther that he laugh ..
I was like .. OKAAAY...
yknow , I have this couple living in the same blk. They look old actually but their kids are very young; maybe 4/5 year uh..
Later , the mother of the two kids fell ill. Gossips around the blk saying that someone wasn't happy with her living condition; racing car, no need to work, loving kids. So that person somehow-idk..-casted a spell on her( black magic , i supposed .)
Weeks , she became more and more skinny . Even doctors didn't noe what was her sickness. Doctors were unable to do anything and she passed away.
Now , missing one family member .. Left the kinda old father and very very young kids.
About the kids , they were adopted . The couple real kids had pass away after birth. So now yknow y the kids age and the dad's age so much diff.
Just now , I was doing my housechores , then I looked through the window and saw them; the family of three. The dad's appearance was so -.-" . I could understand la.. lost of love ones.. then the two kids jumped on their dad's back and hugged him .. I was really touched and i really cried, yknow . The look upon him face changed . He is strong by not letting his emotions drift him away...
My point of telling you this , no matter how you much your parents nag at you , they will always love you . They will not give equal love to you and your other siblings. If some feel that their parents real like -.-" , well you're wrong . Some parents just don't wanna show to much of their love; they are not looking forward for worst things. So , people !, let's us all be grateful with what we have yeah .
Let's go GAGA to what I've said..
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P.S WE MUST ALWAYS LOVE OUR PARENTS ...
-TINY DANGEROUS ONE-
Haha..
Yesterday nite was shit .. haha
My dear sweetheart, fai had just update my profile; new template, etc ..
then i accidentally press sumething ( i just dont noe what )
What happen was... those hardworks she have done were ALL gone...
Sorry fai..
I woke in the morning at 6.30am to settle this thing..
Guess what ?
I DID IT!
ALL WAS BACK TO NORMAL .
Yeah!
Nehmy laa..
Kk ...tired of looking at the monitor screen since yesterday,,
I guess, i gtg...
PEEK-A-BOO!
heyy there swees.. fai sinyh .. hope u like ur new blog . anyth wrong .. juz beep me kae ? hopefully mama rajen update eyy ? n yea .. i've linked myself .. haha ... do link up mar n th others.. n sorry i cant help wif th pics .. coz i dun have any of urs.. tee hee(: need help linking ? ahaha .. boleeyh .. anyth juz update me..
n people:
nina is indeed a very nice gurl..
a lil' happy girl
living in dis huge perfect world...
until those bad guys came..
n tore everything apart...
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p.s: do delete dis post after reading.. kae ? its ugly... hahah...
hohoho! im off ...
I've wasted three years of my teenage life just thinking about him.. He just dont care.. He went with her..
Now , I realised that I can go through things without him by my side Gently, I released my fingers off his heart. Because I've got to move on.. Aint turning back to the past
Diary, he's now off my life No teardrops on my diary everytime i wrote an entry.. No broken heart everytime i see him with her.. Geee... so haappy..
Guess my heart is perfect back.. SMILE everyday Not gonna fake a smile anymore..
I'm living my teenage life with my friends... They are whom I call friends because they know whenever im down and whenever im happy...
anyway, about him... ' MY LIFE SUX WITH YOU' Geeee....
Today is a fairytale because he's gone GONE from my LIFE Three year , u know..?
