dat lil' ladie
the girl next door


listen, stranger :D
amanina is the name. I'm a relatively good girl. I want a freaking new phone ! Boohoo. A's for many2 many2 subject.. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore my family in school and eye shadows and I often go gaga over them.
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Past n Future!
Gone with the wind .

May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
January 2011
loved ones
you're on your way

meet the people I love,
Faisiao♥
Fahmi-Yoo♥
Atiqah♥
Apiz DeeZee♥
Mar♥
Cetty♥
Dii♥
Mirul♥
Zade♥
Raii♥
EiiqahBonchet♥
Zahra♥
Karat'R'♥
Ellina♥
Belle♥
Ratt♥
Shuaii ge♥
Sarah♥
Rinaa♥
Ayiee♥
Aliza`sweetheart♥
Rinn♥

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no broken heart , nina♥


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Full of regrets ..
Sunday, August 29, 2010
I was really busy with my NP, Councillor, Homeworks ..
I didn't really spent time with my family especially with my grandma ..
Last Wednesday ,,
She was having high fever..
3 days later , on Friday ..
Doctor asked my mum to call the ambulance ..
it was raining heavily in th morning .
So she decided to call later..
12nn .. .
My maid called my mum .
telling her, grandma's heartbeat stopped.
calling the ambulance.15mins paramedic arrived.
around 12+ , i went home .
to get my stuff for NP.
Didn't know her heartbeat stopped
I saw an ambulance ,
Parked at the parking lot near my house.
I waited, just to see who's that .
 saw my maid.
Ran toward her while paramedics pushed grandma to the van.
Tried asking my maid what happened,
didn't really understand or hear as she was in the van already ..
but her eyes were red as if she had just finished crying.
I wasn't that worried because my grandma was supposed to go to hospital actually..
i kept quiet as i walked back home..
Took my stuff and when back to school..
After rehearsing for APEX , I went to Np to get change.
Went inside 2M3 classroom to put my back ,
I received call from my mum at 3.30pm
Her voice was soft.
She asked me to get my bro to pick up my sister
And told me to clean the house.
She also told me this ," nenek da meninggal"
I broke down and straight away took my bag and leave.
Saw ATOK and told him i got to leave.
Asked me why ..
I told him about my grandma.
I was crying ..
i left, he said take care..
Went down to canteen, crying. saw fafah.. she hugged me
followed me fetch my sis..
around 4.30pm got home with people in my house waitng for grandma's body .
I took a shower , i wasnt crying anymore..
when i got changed with my scarf on ..
i went outside.. a lot had arrived.
My grandma too.. she was being bathe by the ustazah something like that with my mum.
Around 5pm. Grandma was already tied.. i cried.
Non stopped.
Paternal grandpa saw me crying .. told me not to cry ..
i hugged him ..
i kissed my grandma's cheek .
for th last time..
after me, the ustazah closed the face with kain kapan , i cried even worst ..
by 7, she was already buried ..
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i will always love her no matter what..
When she came to my house, i really hate her. to me she was being nuisance.
later i found out that she was lovely.
Usually, i would lie down on bed with her.. making jokes..
but last week , i didnt even talk to her or even salam her when leaving
and coming back from school.
i was busy and she was sick ..
i didn't dare to disturb her..
I was really sad because I didn't manage to seek forgiveness from her..
that was th most important thing.
Now she's gone ..
I have to move on ..
" Yang mane pergi , pasti akan kembali .."
Wishing her th best there..
I <3 her ..

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-TINY DANGEROUS ONE-


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